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[06 Oct 2004|02:36am]
At this point everyone knows I'm at fallinloveoften now not this journal right!?!
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[07 Sep 2004|04:48pm]

a reminder [03 Sep 2004|03:45pm]
I plain to from this point forward use superstaricon as a community posting journal...so add </a></a>fallinloveoften  if ya wanna be in the know!
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Say good-bye... [03 Sep 2004|01:19am]

So, tonight was a night of not necessarily devistating but all the same sad; same ole "yr the bestest friend cause yr unattractive" bs I always hear. Not that I wanted more than best friends honestly; but I didn't wanna know what I heard either...le sigh..

What better way to say BYE BYE BYE to




</strong></font></a></strong></font></a>fallinloveoften  THE NEW ARTHUR LJ...
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In our family portrait... [28 Aug 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | creative ]

So last sunday was my brother(step) Tim's wedding. Here are picture's so you all have faces for the name's which i so ofter complain.

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Why jadakiss got to be sooo hard?? [11 Aug 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Thank you all so much for your imput on the survey. I was rather surprised in some cases who replyed. But grateful all the same. I seriously am still not sure what I'll do. For now I'm gonna play it out. In an attempt to keep this summer down to one heartbreak.

ANYWAY: I hung out with Candice and Ocean yesterday, and an amazing time was had by all.!!! Today I will develop and possibly scan some photos. That's my story...

<3 <3 <3!!

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wow! [02 Aug 2004|09:12pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Do you think you can read my mind? - From Go-Quiz.com
About this Friend....Guess who?
We have been friends for so long. Like an insane amount of time. And I really wish we could have gotten closer.
You. Are. Too. Fabulous. For. Mere. Mortals.
um you look hot in your icon.
Um come back to Purchase this instant. Like now! I need you here because you believe in me which not alot of people do.
I like your icons and your aware enteries.
SatchelXCore is all there is to it.
So you came to NYC and I didn't see you and this made me sad. Because A- you are totally awesome and you rock my sox, B) you're soooo cute and C) I think were we in the same state we'd be BFF
NxD stand up comics in the house!!! GOD I LOVE AND MISS OUR CREW!
um didn't you delete this account.
I miss you and I am soooo sorry I didn't attend your birthday sware.
I stalk you . And that makes me happy because you are VERY supportive of my staliking!
U ARE A-MAZING!!! Good, who doesn't love you. One day you will become a boy and we will be in love!
You are Pa to my Ma. Long may you reign Ms. Timberdyke.
um I really don't know what to say.
We used to talk alot...now we don't talk at all...honestly you creep me out.
MOVE TO NYC!!! DO IT!!! Actually if you did I would probally fall head first for you. You are sooo cute and you totally make me smile.
Of life!!! God I wish we kept in better touch. The NxD crew is not to be fucked with. Because you and I being the badasses we are will slice a bitch!
You have always been the hottest straight boy to visit us here at Purchase!
I wish you and I actually knew each other because you are always soooo supportive in your LJ comments
You and I are NxD, marlon brando loving hipster hotties!
We made out once. We dated the same person. We can't be friends cause you are way too vain and shallow for my taste.
Awwww who's my lil fag hag from the old school days. Why it's you ya skank.
G-L-O-R-I-A!!! Good you rock my sox. Library employees do it better
Anyone who loves Lisa Marie as much as I do is THE BEST!
You are a nice person but I don't enjoy reading your LJ. Sorry.
We never really did become friends although it did seem promising.
You and I are the most awesome of the gay emo boys in brooklyn...in fact the world. I miss you.
You and I share more pain than most others we know. That is an unbreakable bond.
Since 6th grade we have been too cool for school.
LJ Username:

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On days like this you know who your friends are... [02 Aug 2004|09:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

"Post your friends list and place their first name beside their username. If you don't know their first name, leave it alone and move to the next name. That person has to reintroduce themselves to you. Do not check their infopages or ask anyone for help."

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We can fuck under the heavenly stars... [31 Jul 2004|12:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Which LJ friends will you sleep with?
LJ Username
Favorite Color
Are you drunk?
Sex in the backseat of a car frozenmist
Sex at a democratic convention myhartbelongs2u
Sex on a nude beach fatpuppy
Hottest sex of your life shorxrore
Sex rating - 78%
Number of times you will orgasm 483
This cool quiz by akasha82 - Taken 35538 Times.
New - Dating Advice written by YOU!

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Everybody's got a little child inside still looking for love [30 Jul 2004|11:57pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

So yesterday I saw Hairspray again which left me feeling exactly the way it did the first time....OVERJOYED! First, it's a musical, which automatically makes me happy. Also, it's the story of the "fat girl" getting prince charming. I feel this connection to Tracy Turnblad, like in a weird way. I think no matter how much weight I gain or lose i will always feel that connection to the strong fierce fat girl and to the scared insecure fat kid I was. The show TOTALLY reenforces all the positivity I need to keep in my head.

So yeah, a billion hugs and thanks to AJ georgiajay for taking me...

So tomorrow is my oldest friends wedding. Lisa, definetly one of my best and closest friends is getting married and it feels like the end of a chapter. The good ole days are now behind us. This is also the beginning of what i think will be a new role for me. The faithful hand maiden: Always the bridesmaid never the bride. I know I know at 19 marriage is far from an issue, and I am NOT looking to get married...but seriously a lot of my near and dear friends have acquired these VERY ADULT relationships:

paul(My harvey milk best friend) and his partner have baught a condo together
Candice_hjarta and jake have been together for like 2+ years
and so on...

It's just that my record is 3 months and it's totally putting things is a new perspective.


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I guess on days like this you know who your friends are [28 Jul 2004|04:20pm]
[ mood | curious ]

So sometimes you are feeling the weight of the world and you read something or hear something and you realize how trivial it all is...

I'm sorry that sometimes I need...

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You dom't where you belong [19 Jul 2004|02:54pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I bought these and they are the best thign to happen to me in a LONG TIME!

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When it don't come easy! [28 Jun 2004|12:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]

So a long time ago twon commented in my journal that it is really quite brave to wear your heart on your sleeve...and I've been thinking about it and he's right I am a ballsy, brave and sassy mofo!


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help!!! [17 Jun 2004|06:10pm]
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that's why it hurts so bad to hear the words fallin from your mouth... [17 Jun 2004|05:36pm]
[ mood | angry at myself ]

Why can't i learn to keep my big mouth shut!!!!!

Let me say I'm sorry now

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malnourished is secretly married to a horse!
mrtrystan keeps a hamster for nefarious purposes!
harlequinn has thighs like tree trunks, and luciaoflunar knows it well...
luciaoflunar has an invisible friend. They're dating.
malnourished has the last piece of Aztec gold.
fuzzyhead, we all know the truth, come out of the closet.

Enter your username to dish the dirt on your friends!

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stood too still to catch yr eye... [16 Jun 2004|01:35pm]
New york New York is a friend of the traveling kind

So things that have occured since my last entry well let's see...hmmm...OH YEAH MY MUTHERFUKIN BOOK CAME OUT....BUY IT !!!! LOVE ME!!!

let's see othernews...i saw nxd it was amazing...

it was only the sound of my heart breaking

so i may be seeing madonna...thanks to frankie botzz

which is its own drama...sit back and enjoy life must repeat that
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In a world of wondering suddenly you'll know, and you will always know [10 Jun 2004|03:43am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

In the star light that is what we are

I am learning more and more about my family in these past weeks it's increadable!! For all my bitching and complaining about moving out to queens, and it has been a really grounding experience, where I am learning about this enigmatic thing that is my family...and I love it. My aunt is totally open with all the stories about my families. She told me today that she, along with many other family members have never been worried about me, that they have always known that I could and would survive and thrive, which is why no one has never swooped down to help me, and I kinda like hearing things like that. That I have long been exhibiting the traits that I am still liked for. It's so interesting to hear about the various truths of my family. At least for me. The dysfunction was funtional.

An ordinary guy, I haven't got a thing that you can brag about

So I feel really bad for frankie, the boy I'm quasi-seeing, as i am more often than not a norotic mess who can't just let things happen. I'm always pushin him to treat me like we've been together forever, of course i don't say it this way. It's simply that I think he is wonderful, too wonderful to waste time with me, I'm getting much better with this, but he's just so fun and fuckin cute, and I've seen the ex's and I am seriously out of my league, but i have promised to breath and just have fun with him. But i am seriously nervous he'll just leave and find a better model. I'm too nerotic to date...and so brave i HAVE to wear my heart on my sleeve. But with him, it's just that i haven't been this in like in awhile, like he just makes me giggle and smile at the thought of him, and i think he deserves someone without my need to have definitive relationships, ahhhh

come down from that tree, just open yr arms and trust


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im only human on the inside [24 May 2004|12:34am]
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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[13 May 2004|09:11am]
TTFN Purchase,

<3 arthur
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There's a train leaving nightly called "When all is said and done" [13 May 2004|05:52am]
[ mood | sad ]

So in about 4 hours I am leaving purchase. The place I have called home for 9 mounths. The place I have grown more at then I have in the last 4 crazy years of my life. I am sad.

There is always the old adage that absence makes the heart grow fonder. But 3 months makes the Arthur grow lonely. I know I should look at this time for me to re-connect with home friends, who I miss dearly. However, it's just not that simple. I have become the most confident and sure of my self here than i have ever been in my entire life.

The people i have met here are some of the greatest i have ever met, and although i am only leaving them for 3 months it will bruise, it will hurt.

But enough of that i wanted to thank ALL of you for changing the person i am...

Claire Henry, Oscar, Djuna, Kris, Jenn, Candice, Stephen, Steven, Jake, Evan, Claire L, Heather, Becca, Ryan, Anna, Danny, Christine, Laura, Jonathon, Jeffery, Sam, Kat, Morgan, Raine, Marina, lulu, miranda, Emma, Sophia, Anne, Randi, Mona, Jason, Pez, Elena, Bob, Shane, Shayna, Mikey, George, Nadine, Ocean, so many who I forget to list but i will never not be thinking of you this summer.

If I leave you, it doesn't mean I love you anyless

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fag shit [10 May 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | better ]

What is your Bette Midler Profile? by crystal_visions
Eye Color
Your Bette FilmThe First Wives Club
Your Bette Song"I Look Good"
Your Bette Quote"My specialty is to make people laugh really, really hard and then turn around and make them cry. That's what I do."
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Claire myfigurefemale and candice _hjarta you can laugh now

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I always wished that I would find someone as beautiful as you... [08 May 2004|06:39pm]
But in the process I forgot that I was speacial too...

So, ya know how i wear my heart on my sleeve like a target...

oh yeah well i do...

I'm soooo fuckin dumb!
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[06 May 2004|02:28am]
[ mood | okay ]

Put music on shuffle.
Look at the first 20 songs.
Pick a lyric from that song.
Make people guess.

1 : Well here we are again I guess it must be faith...

2; I've been the king/i've been the clown...The Jester with the broken crown/It won't be me this time around

3: I gotta question mark/you gotta need to always take some shot in the dark.

4; And he go out playing nickel slots cause he knew he'd lose/She didn't so she couldn't choose.

5: As you willingly surrender to be my darling at last.

6: It seems so strange/As a stranger lost inide of you

7: Take a look at my body/Look at my hands/there's so much here I don't understand.

8: our lives have come between us/Still I know you just don't care...as i recall/I think we both kinda liked it

9: There are worse ways for a guy to sit and spend his time...Just your smile leaves me satisfied/but you're not mine

10: A barefoot afternoon/oh what's a girl to do/Sunday eyes/am I losing you?

11: On rides with your eyes closed...with your eyes opened wide/Shabby tried to comb her hair with the gift from her grandma

12: I see your smokey eyes, right across the way/I've seen that look before shining from star to star/Though I can't take that chance

13: Everything was closed in coney island/i could not help from smiling

14: I didn't choose you and you didn't choose me/I didn't you who would guess were from the same family

15. i don't really know what I'm doing/Watching my self in some play/And the actress looks like she wants to go home and lie in a bed all day

16. All too often my dreams went sailing by/A chance at freedom, a chance of fate, a chance I'll have to take.

17. You'll look at me/And you will know our love was meant to be

18: If I had just one moment at your expense/Maybe all of my misery would be well spent

19. There would be psalms sung by a choir/I would have a white robe, a halo newly acquired/I'd have no desire

20. Guess I got what I deserved/Kept you waiting there my love

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You don't seem to see me sinking... [03 May 2004|05:14pm]
Well Laramie Project Auditions day one, going so well! I am really excited about Laramie going so well for sooooo long.

My life is going in a lot of great directions. I feel like I am more confident of late than I have been in a long time, long time meaning ever, and I hope that this new feeling influences all the parts of my life.
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Wondering aloud if help is on the way... [26 Apr 2004|02:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Post a memory of me in the comments of this. It can be anything you want.

Then, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

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HELLO MY NAME IS... [22 Apr 2004|04:22am]
[ mood | okay ]



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SUCK MY... [16 Apr 2004|12:51pm]
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Hold me cause this life is a dream [08 Apr 2004|12:51am]
He put the blame on me and im scared he could win...

Happy fuckin early birthday
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[06 Apr 2004|01:08pm]
Today was good...early b-day love from laura twistedskyye

I mapped out my next semester (i hope)

Intro to Sociology-monday thurday
Begining Spanish-monday thurday
Spanish Lab-Wednesady
Ain't I A Women-tuesday friday
Intro to U.S. Politics-tuesday friday

Opening credits:Patty Griffin "Goodbye"
Waking up:Joan Osbourne "Right Hand Man"
Average day:Joni Mitchell "All I Really Want"
First date:Melissa Etheridge "Please Forgive Me"
Falling in love:Lisa Loeb "Falling in love"
Love scene:Maroon 5 "this love"
Fight scene:The Faint "Agenda Suicide"
Breaking up:Nanci Griffith "Not My Way Home"
Getting back together:Melissa Etheridge "How Would I Know"
Secret love:Bette Midler "The Perfect Kiss"
Life's okay:Ida "This Water"
Mental breakdown:P!nk "My Vietnam"
Driving:Ida "Shoe-in"
Learning a lesson:Yeah yeah yeah's "Maps"
Deep thought:Madonna "Nothing Fails"
Flashback:Natalie Merchant "How you've grown"
Partying:Britney Spears "Toxic"
Happy dance:Nina Gordon "Now I Can Die"
Regreting:Alanis Morrisette "Unsent"
Long night alone:Patty Griffin "Nobody's Crying"
Death scene:Kim Richey "Keep Me"
Closing credits:The Postal Service "We Become Shilloettes"

Your Life: The Soundtrack brought to you by BZOINK!
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